I Eat Away At Your Rotting Flesh...

  • I get lost in the darkness of a blackout where no light can enter and all I see is black. Yet to open my eyes all is light again...it burns me.

The Taste Of Blood...Its So Sweet...

Saturday, 27 June 2009

  • ^-^ That was fun

    Wow people must look at this thing and think, "this girl is bipolar" LOL sorry
    Well I had fun last night, went and shoved burritos in Jakes tail pipe and then we went through the taco bell drive though backwards with Transformers helemts on then we were chased by a drugged up woman who went later on to walk on the freeway and we had to get her off there the damned cops wouldnt get there so we called 911 and then the girl got picked up by the cops WOOT! last night was a blast.

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

  • Its not worth it anymore.

    So I'm SUS short, ugly and stupid
    I have a stupid sharpie in my hand and all I wanna do it rip though my skin and write SUS!
    I'm just to fucking stupid, people always say I am and you know what, they are right, who the fuck do I think I am I cant even pass a fucking test even when I think I did ok on it....ITS FUCKED UP!
    "just take it easy"
    "don't worry about it, you can take it again"
    "don't be hard on yourself, don't cry"

    take it easy?!? don't worry about it?!? NO SHIT IM GUNNA TAKE IT AGAIN! don't be hard on yourself?!? don't...don't cry I'm not crying I swear, yeah I'm in college I got in but who the fuck cant get into a stupid CC?!? I thought I did at least ok, what the fuck, I have to take it again they should have metals for most times taking the stupid ACT ...3 times the charm, hopefully I won't be dead by then......

    People always are putting me down and calling me stupid, I guess they were right and I should listen to them and I shouldn't care anymore and just give up and go live in a hole and I bet the hole would spit me out of it because IT FUCKING THINKS IM STUPID TO!
    If someone were to complement me and say that I'm a smart person I don't think they'd see me ever again cause I wouldn't believe them, because Id know they were lying.



Friday, 05 June 2009

  • CLASS OF 2009!

    Wow I didn't tell you that I had my prom and I was on the commiitee and it was a freakin awesome prom! LOL
    Then later on Two weeks ago I got outta school and I had my senior all night in it was awesome! and we had tons of fun!
    Then yesterday around 7:30 I FREAKING GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!

    I guess I was so caught up on everything that I forgot to post about everything, I guess posting my memories would destroy them...
    CLASS OF 2009 ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, 28 March 2009

  • HYPER!

    Sup, so I havent been on in a while whatever right
    Im single and very happy for some reason.
    I GRADUATE IN 8 WEEKS! HELL YEAH!
    I want everyone to come to it that I know....now to get the word out LOL
    I need to apply to more colleges and take my ACTs again...<---I failed sooo bad at them
    well whatever, everything has been going good and I've lost 10 lbs in 2 weeks YEAH!
    I cant wait....for anything Im so hyper and nothings going to kill my high LOL

    YO WALLACE! MISS YA! <--that was random, sorry.

Sunday, 15 February 2009

  • Such a Child

    Wow get this, Chris said he wasnt ready for a relationship right, well...hes in one now, not with me but with a that Laciox whatever the fuck her ugly name is LOL Im so over him...^-^ Im actually very happy right now. ^-^ and so I finally talk to him online after he ignores me the entire time right and hes trying to pull crying shit with me...
    what a loser ^-^
    Well Im not going to a concert on the 24, Im not going to the last basket ball game with him and Im not going to the dance with him ^-^ Im going with a friend of mine who I've known forever ^-^ that would be Taylor.
    Im gunna have fun.

Saturday, 14 February 2009

Friday, 13 February 2009

  • That was Fast

    Well get this, I think I told you about the girl who was new at my school well turns out I think Chris really likes her...oh well ^-^ hope hes happy.
    I took a long frigin drive for like 4 hours to clear my head and sat in a parking lot listening to the same song over and over and finally Im like what the hell am I being all gloomy about I mean come on...resently hes been treating you like shit and everything and will barely talk to you....he wont answer your phone calls nothing. But at school today he waves at me and had a big smile on and so I went and globbed him and he was all giggly then later on in 5th hour when I glob him again he gets all scilent. Wow that girl is so annoying sorry but I have the urge to punch her in the face but, I wont, I'll let someone else do that.
    Then we were supposed to go to the movies, LOL fuck that Idea, he wouldnt even answer the phone. Hes being, how would you say, bull headed at the moment. So I will talk to him IF he talks at all. I might as well give up on him just being my friend...I mean if he treats me like shit why should I even talk to his ass.

Sunday, 08 February 2009

  • On Top Of The World

    Well winter is ending and Im depressed, I want it to come back I DONT WANT TO SEE THE SUN!?!
    I freakin almost crashed today while driving because the frigin sun UGH!.
    Well anyways, Im going to the Valintines Dance with Chris and I got a dress for that along with some shoes. Then I went shopping again cause I wanted different shoes for another dress that I got today as well but this one is for prom an its hot! ^-^ very sexy.
    Well anyways I found out that the dance is on the 27th WHEN THE HELL DID IT CHANGE FROM THE 13th?!? Im on frigin student council and guess what, they forgot to get me and jonah out of class to attend the meeting. WTF! IM PISSED!
    Ugh but whatever I lost 5 lbs SWEET!

Sunday, 01 February 2009

  • ^-^ I now have Chris

    ...Hehe...
    Im happy...but my moms not, whatever.
    Last night Chris went out to eat with me Kate, Ryan and mom, then we desided to bring him over to my house which I had been cleaning for like ever just for him. ^-^ My house looks really good now. Well I guess you could say that I was having so much fun that I didnt care what mom thought and so I let him sleep over. When I wake up the next morning (he had asked me out last night and this one gots my kiss XD) I was going to take him home but mom desided to take the car so this one called her and was like when you get home this one needs the car to bring him home...she got pissed. She started stay how this would make me look to people at school and his mom...but the only thing is he doesnt talk to anyone at school and if he did that he knows I'd beat the shit out of him....then as for his parents she thinks that they will think we had sex. It pops into your mind when people say stuff like that, who the person is that is saying it. How the hell are you suppossed to know what another is going to think. If they prejudge they prejudge. Im not going to have sex with him. When mom gets mad she wants to her what she wants so you put words in your mought just to make her shut up. Shes like "when things get heated up what are you going to do?" "You lost common sense last night so what will happen then?" <---I didnt lose my common sense but I told her I did just to shut her up, I knew what I was doing and no way in fucking fuck am I going to "fuck" him. God then she starts saying what 18 year old boys want and how they can push you into things and its like IM NOT YOU OK! Im not how you were when you were younger where all you were was stupid. Im not going to fucking lay on my back and spread my legs (ugly image) IM NOT HER! Whatever shes so stupid and takes things so dumbly...I think she is trying to keep me from being like my sister but honestly I dont even know if she had sex at my age...Im not as dumb as to get pregnant. You know what, If I did I would probably just end myself because I wouldnt wanna hear her bitching, or I wouldnt even tell her and I'd get rid of it myself.
    Fuck, why is it when someone is having a good time, another has to destroy the high.

Sunday, 25 January 2009

  • Chris

    Wow, its kinda stupid right, I in ways miss Andy but you know what...I dont want him. I just wish I could give him back his shit so I can stop looking at it HaHa, I'm about to just throw it away.

    Chris is really sweet to me and I got him a cookie pillow ^-^ he says he sleeps with it and that it smells like me ^-^ Im happy. He gave me like 6 CDs...holy crap I dont need that many, keep them for yourself ^-^.
    But anyways, he holds my hand and stuff but I dont know what we are...I mean what does he want to be...but you know Im ok right now...he isnt rude to me and he is randomly hyper which is just entertaining in its own. HaHa so anyways. Hmmm everything has been going good here...My house is basically clean now Im so freakin happy..HaHa now all I have to do is fix it up a bit but that would be alot of money.

    Im doing good but kinda like depressing myself with the song "Saying Sorry." Hmm, but whatever, we got a freakin scale and Im huge UGH! But Chris gets pissed when I say Im fat so he calls himself Morbily Obesse and hes like freakin skiny and strong ^-^ me likey sooo much and yet the fact that he is gentle and sweet. HaHa

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  • About Me: I get lost in the darkness of a blackout where no light can enter and all I see is black. Yet to open my eyes all is light again...it burns me.

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  • I get lost in the darkness of a blackout where no light can enter and all I see is black. Yet to open my eyes all is light again...it burns me.

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